Oh dear...

Attempt to open up #2

I am so grateful for my friend Kristi! I'm able to say things to her that I wouldn't say to anyone else. So I'm going to share one of those things, probably shouldn't but here it goes. (Back story over the last year I have unfortunately put on a little more weight) I had just gotten done eating lunch about half an hour before I sent Kristi the text. Due to not being the same size as when I bought the pants they were a little snug. I wasn't in the greatest of moods and didn't want to deal with that uncomfortableness so I did something about it. My text to Kristi said "Today I'm grateful for lab coats that I can wear while my pants are undone and no one can know.... while eating m&ms out of the pockets" It's nice to have a friend that will respond laughing instead of judging. But I realized that even though I can share these idiosyncrasies of mine with her I'm not that open with her. She doesn't know my real personality. She sees me as the quiet friend with good insight and once in awhile sees a bit of dry humor.

I've got a lot of work to do...